frigging busy! lol Dear friends,

i'm freaking busy nowadays. i've got no life now. lol! i have ballet every single day.
so, sorry i cant go out with you guys. had to turn you babes down the past weeks.
no worries, its coming to an END. haha! 29th dec is THE DAY!

and didnt invite you guys to the performance cuz.. the cheapest ticket is $25. cant expect you guys to pay just to support me. thanks lania, i know you wanna go and support. save that money for eating after 29th k! =)) i'll be free after the 29th!!! heh heh.

i have all your supportssss! lol! in my HEART!! my XIN!! heehee..

till the 29th babes! <3  ¶ 00:53

  Last Christmas   ¶ 00:59

  high school musical HAHA!

time FLIES. lol!

went to lania's house today. SUPPOSEDLY to exercise. end up, eat and watch the DUMBEST show on earth!

and that is, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICIAL.

oh my goodness. kill me! gabriella is pretty la. but like what nic says, she keeps smiling NONSTOP. even when she's sad. that show is stupid. absolutely stupid. lol!

throughout the whole 2 hours or so, the three of us sat there and complained about how dumb and stupid the show is. criticising the actors and actresses.

then lania's sister's boyfriend cannot take it and said he dont understand how can we sit there and still watch the show while whining. lol! and we kept predicting what's gonna happen next and when it really did, we laughed out so damn loudly and started throwing cushions at each other. asking each other to OFF THAT DAMN THING!

and eilania lee chee shian refuses to off it! an hour into the movie, i said switch to scv. she said we watch one hour already then you say change! lol! cannot stand her.

and thanks to NICOLE SU YING XUAN. she was the one that RENTED THAT SHOW. it costs S$1.90 plus 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE AND EILANIA'S LIFE AND HER OWN LIFE. LOL!

and we went home. without doing what we planned to do. and that is to burn some fats off. i dont really mind. i'm gonna burn some tomorrow. got rehearsals. AGAIN. haha! chiok asked us to go earlier and bring needle and thread. to sew. i'm gonna sew tomorrow! =))

okies.. see you bitches tomorrow and nights rest of the babes! =))  ¶ 21:58

  end of torture No more marking of papers!

END OF TORTURE.

Ballet fills my life now.. i have classes and rehearsals practically everyday. sucks. but since i've got nothing better to do now, i dont really mind. lol. in fact, its not affecting my social life at all.

i bought this new pointe shoe (the wood one, that can make us stand on our toes). fuck shit. i think i'm not used to this new brand. blisters all over my toes. damn fucking pain. walk also pain. even my toepad, that makes WONDERS aint helping. that toepad followed me for 7 years. and never once i got blisters from pointe work. first time. and performance is in two weeks time. at the rate we're practicing, i wont be able to recover in time. darn shit.

ok. i'm gonna eat aloe vera and apply aloe vera gel on my blisters and watch incredible tales.

nitez.. cya tomorrow, lee neh and su neh. =)  ¶ 22:00

  mrt incidents =D

went to work..

on my way to ballet, in the train, i saw and i laughed! haha!


incident 1:

at the mrt entrance, there's this teenager, quite handsome, leaning against the glass panel..

"queenstown", the door opened and two ladies walked in. one thin, one quite big size. they didnt bother to walk inside to find some poles to hold on. they stood right at the door, in front of the guy.

the door closed. and the train jerked a little before moving off. and the bigger sized lady lost her balance, and staggered back, STEPPED on the teenagers feet and LEANED against him! she was wearing HEELS!

hahaha!! the look on the guy's face was PRICELESS. he looked so damn fucking pissed off but he cant do anything! he cannot push her away, cannot scold her, cannot wack her. lol!! his hororscope must have told him to stay at home, avoid leaning against anything.

the ladies alighted at redhill.


incident 2:

"redhill", a BUNCH of indians came in. while the ladies exited.

another group of dickheads that refuse to move further into the cabin. so stood at the door.

they came in, and the train became soooo NOISY! there were so many of them. and they all talk at once! gosh. have you guys ever tried that in a confined space? dont ever. it sucks. they talk damn damn fast with little or no punctuations. dont ever challenge indians to swim. their power of holding breaths, is superb! haha!

at outram, the train jerked to a stop to let people alight and board. this indian, lost his balance. lol! he fell back and leaned against this other guy who was standing at the other glass panel opposite the previous one. haha! that door is jinxed!

saw my ballet juniors. so long never see them. about half a year. pretty ones still as pretty. cute ones still as cute. haha! and i saw this 2 twins that were once in my class before. VERY VERY VERY PRETTY. the totally look like dolls! and they are twins. eyes very big. complexion damn nice. nose sharp sharp. mouth also very full and nice. hair long, smooth, straight, brown. damn pretty!! ahhhh...

i might be a lesbian. hahaha! i enjoy looking at girls. i mean good looking and hot and gorgeous ones.. i'm like a GUY!

well, god is fair. haha! they have the looks but they cant dance. they learn since young together with my friends and i. under the same teacher. so cannot be so lao kok. haha!

alright. moe's food sucks. the people there are boring and irritating lumps of shit. teachers are BORING, with NO LIFE and enjoys irritating the shit out of people. why are teachers such sticks in the mud? i cannot tahan them!!! burn them alive. dig a hole and bury them alive. argh!

haha! thats all! =)

good night everybody and take care. byessss!  ¶ 21:51

  hk trip BANGS!

hows everybody!! haha.. back from hk.. quite fun.. keyword: QUITE. went for only 3 days.. too short.. didnt shop much.. lol!!

cathay pacific sucks.. lol!! the only good thing about cathay is their food.. their air stewardess not pretty.. their tv, SUCK SHIT.. lol!! seriously.. i looked through the programme guide, i saw STEP UP.. i was like.. COOL.. this airline's cool.. lol!! guess what.. step up only shows on selected flights.. and the flight i was on bloody wasnt chosen.. dumb ass.. and i gotta watch tokyo drift and simpsons and i forgot what.. watch until i slept.. lol!! so, choose singapore airlines.. the best air transport! haha!! other then their chef should go and upgrade his skills, their air stewardess all pretty one.. and i dont remember them having lousy tv.. lol!!

reached hk 8 plus at night... reached the hotel at 10.. and oh my.. THE HOTEL'S BELLBOYS ALL DAMN DAMN DAMN HANDSOME!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! next time you guys go hongkong.. go stay at that hotel!!! its Lanson place some boutique hotel.. its damn cool.. every room has a different design and its very classy..

their toilet beside the reception.. is fucking.. freaking COOL.. lol! there's no distinction between the gents or the ladies.. lol!! its like in a shape of a hexagon.. where all the sides of the hexagon are doors pointing to the centre.. all the doors are in alternate sleek black and sleek red.. the walls are mirrors.. so in between each doors are mirrors.. the toilet's dimly lit with the royal kinda lights.. inside the cubicle, the walls are all sleek black.. so its practically pitch black.. lol! the only light source is this dimly lit orangie light bulb.. and you can see your reflection from the sleek black walls.. very eerie.. but cool in a way.. lol..

i forgot to bring camera.. and my hp charger.. my hp gotta last for 3 days.. haha!! so cant take pictures.. damn shit.. but no worries.. i'll be going in jan again.. HAHA! and i'll stay at the same hotel.. then i take plenty of pictures show you guys..

after checking in to the hotel... left our luggage there.. went to eat.. wah.. the food.. damn nice.. lol! then went shopping for a short while.. by the time we eat finish.. about 11 already.. but the shops and shopping centres still not closed.. lol! weird eh.. my aunty say cuz their rentals very high.. so they gotta open till late to make full use plus earn more money.. their things there not cheap man.. lol! damn ex.. everything i buy there over 100 bucks Sing dollars.. the shoes, clothes and jacket.. and aunty say on the average, each person got 2 jobs.. cuz they very very very materialistic.. they drive benz, BM, sports car.. all those status cars.. and wear branded goods from top to toe.. you walk on the streets you see plenty of gucci.. true la.. gucci bags are cheapest among all brands.. but you see their teenagers carrying gucci bags too.. our teenagers only carry guess.. seldom gucci.. minorities la.. gucci's like our nike and addidas there.. haha!

the hotel's cool.. got SCV.. watched national geographic all the way.. damn cool.. animals are so cute.. hahaha!! the cheetah hunting this very cute animal.. looks like a deer.. but cuter than deer.. my aunty and i screaming in the room for the "deer" to run faster when the cheetah's chasing it.. haha!! damn funny.. when caught.. so heart pain.. cuz too cute already..

the next day, went to eat dim sum.. wooooolala.. their siew mai is damn damn damn freaking GOOD!! hahaha!! after eating, took a fast ferry to this other island.. where there are 40,000 residents and the most amazing thing is.. that there are no vehicles there.. the only vehicle is bicycle and trishaw.. everybody move around BY FOOT.. haha!! but they have everything there.. they've got supermarket, hospitals, banks, restaurants, schools etc etc.. they're like weird.. haha! no cars.. scared pollution? suppose to go disneyland... but my aunty had stuffs to settle.. didnt expect to settle till so late.. so end up went shopping for a while... i saw dried starfishes on the island.. and i bought 3 home.. HAHA!

third day's like shopping day.. haha! woke up at 9, went to eat hotel's breakfast.. then went shopping.. but didnt shop much.. walked for an hour.. then both of us feel like shitting.. so went back hotel to shit.. then went to eat again.. haha! ate till 4.. and we gotta reach the airport at 5.50.. again, bad day.. didnt shop much.. both of us were thinking that we can go airport and shop.. and guess what.. we checked in.. went into the transit.. saw newslink.. and we spent our one and a half hours there reading books.. and yay! its time to board the plane back to home sweet home!

reached singapore in the wee hours.. lol.. and woke up the next day, sick.. and gotta cancel on fo neh and su neh... saw the weather forecast.. the three days i'm gonna spend there, will have temp ranging from 18 to 24.. its like aircon.. so dont need bring thick clothes.. lol.. so i just brought t-shirts and thin long sleeves.. all went well.. until last day.. the cold wind started to blow.. quite cold.. but still can take it.. i dont feel much though.. then came back home.. sick.. haha! now still running nose.. stupid..

went to work today.. everything was relatively BORING.. haha.. and my ballet friend called me.. say that i have to turn up for ballet tomorrow in the afternoon.. or i'll be screwed.. so i took half day off.. haha! after ballet.. meeting su neh and fo neh.. wooo!! haha!!

eh horny bitches, i cant wait to see you guys.. hahaha!!  ¶ 20:18

  moe.. shiok! HEYs!!

my life is so boring.. lol!! but guess what.. i realised that my marking "collegues" are damn fun after all.. all VERY VERY VERY SIAO.. and it took me one week plus to realise that..

ok... now, let me tell you guys where our school fees went to other than our poor teachers, who teach us in school..

MOE headquarters.

The supposedly office, is like a second home.. no no.. not second home.. more like paradise.. damn shiok.. they've got
  ¶ 18:57

  long long one.. heys!

back! haha!! sorry ar.. was tired these few days... so didnt blog.. lol!!

a lot of things happened.. but i forgot leh.. hahahha!! let me think...

on tues, went to get MY JACKET! WAHAHAHA!! no more S!! asshole.. haha.. so i got XS, which is bloody not my size la! haha!! but i just insisted and got it.. i'm such an S (ass).. ahaha!! we laughed all the way.. i think people will think we're siao.. lol! we were walking walking.. then we heard a group of voices.. it went something like "ooo-wei.." aiya! some loud and disturbing continuous sounds.. lol! we turned around.. and all three of us went," aiya! malay boys!" WAHAHA!! racist pieces of shit.. then after a while.. we were laughing and walking like drunks.. lol! then a thought came to us that other races might turn and see us like that and tell themselves," aiya! chinese girls!" hahaha!!! ok.. i think thats not funny.. cuz even i typing it dont think its funny.. ok. next.. we heard this STUPID SONG OK!! it goes.. "say you.... say me..."

and that dumb chee shian and assie vera kept SINGING IT OK!!!!! I'M SOOO IRRITATED!!! all the way ok!! we went to giant.. they still sing sing sing.. like last year the "bao ma liu liu de shan he" sooo irritating.. i've got irritating friends.. lol!! and saw JANE SUE in giant.. hahaha!! with her boyfriend.. got to hide from her.. so siao.. haha! cuz that time she asked me to go and see her.. i didnt go.. then i never contact her.. she never contact me.. so we lost contact! hahahaha!! so vera and lania got to block me.. and they learnt the art of blocking people.. ahaha!! we took a tax.... and they continued singing.. and we all reached home.. haha!

next day...

went for dance bbq.. ya.. damn fun! hahha! like the old days,
bitching... and bitching... and more bitching... HAHAH!! why are dancers so bitchy? i dont know.. hahhaa!! guy dancers are damn bitchy too.. hahahha!! they apparently didnt buy crabsticks.. so i only ate hotdogs.. haha!! but got stingray!! wah... damn good.. hahha!! the seniors came... and we talked... and tried to work somethings out.. and lay down the ground rules for coming practices for syf.. all the best dancers.. lol! i'm quite sure she wont allow me to participate.. lol.. but i will go down and give you guys morale support! haha!! jan i free already.. haha!! took a tax back with huiying and sam.. and we bitched again.. haha!! before we left, the rest of the dancers were still bitching la.. bitch until dont want to go home.. haha!!

next day...

went to work.. then went to look for my father and brother.. lol!! booking tickets to go shanghai.. why ar.. of all places you know.. my dad says he wants to go there to see how much they have developed and eat their "dongpo meat".. thats damn sian.. haha! but nevermind!! with my talented brain, i called my brother's girlfriend to come too.. hahaha!! is play until we all DIE.. hahaha!! late in the night...... i, together with her, will kidnap my brother and throw him inside the bathtub.. and laugh at him.. we will wait till he sleeps.. and call for room service.. next morning, he sees the plates, he'll be soooo sad..... HAHAHA!!

next day...

went for ballet.. wah... is damn sad... i didnt go for one week.. and things start to change.. my ballet teacher now very emo.. cuz the performace is on the 29th dec.. and all, i mean all the dances are still not half way there.. she's damn stress.. together with my other instructors.. they start screwing us la.. keep saying we're not up to our standard.. but we've already tried our best... first time in my entire life i feel stress dancing.. i'm stressed dancing in every single piece i'm dancing in.. and i feel stress for my friends too.. haiz.. few years back.. the performace wasnt like that... we were soo prepared for it.. cuz we started damn early.. we had a lot of practice time.. and we were all very strong.. now we're all so weak la.. all of us got injuries.. both my ankles cannot make it lor.. a lot of us got ankle problems.. hemstring.. knee.. back.. hands.. i also dont know how la.. ankle problem is the worse.. is cannot wear the pointe shoe.. and our finale dance, the most important one, the most grand one and supposedly best dance for the night.. she dont let us go on pointe.. what rubbish.. lol! the whole performace is going to be like shit.. cuz we dont train as much.. then she say we're not up to our standard.. say we never put in effort.. then she still dont let us train more.. haiz.. so, i've decided not to let any of my friends go.. even my parents arent going.. lol!! thats how bad ok.. lol!! maybe when things turn better la.. then we'll see how..

on friday.. alot of my ballet friends cry.... haiz... my teacher keep threatening us.. say she'll not put this item on.. that item on.. then keep suaning us.. say we're very bad.. the thing is she doesnt scold.. she just refuse to rehearse with us.. like emo emo.. attitude problem.. then we all also dont know what to do.. then they all cry... wah.. all of us damn stressed up... when we dance.. is can tell.. cuz we very stiff.. the more stress we are.. the worse we dance.. haiz... on sat, went for ballet... i step in only, i see my friends cry.. then the instructor stand there.. also dont know how.. and see my ballet teacher with that frown on her face... haiz... and i know she must have said that she's gonna take that item that they are rehearsing for out.. lol!! just because one girl couldnt turn up.. and she's in brisbane to see her brother graduate.. and another girl have her uni exams... and a couple of rehearsals cant come.. and another got prom.. one night cannot come.. sick eh.. lol! its not that they dont want to turn up what.. and we paid for our rehearsals.. i see all my childhood friends cry.... i also feel like crying.... but i didnt want to cry.. cuz if i cry.. i sure cannot dance.. haha! and will get screwed upside down.. so i just looked away... go do some stunts.. haha.. go toilet.. lol!

i still believe that i work well under stress.. hahaha! i'm scared for the upcoming performance.. and i'm worried for my friends.. lol.. lania... dont be sad ok.. and you better dont get soo stressed and upset till depression again.. let me tell you guys a joke.. that will lighten up your day...

went out with nicole su before ballet yesterday... went tm...
she saw her friend at mos.. and i heard her shout out to her, "RETARDED!!" then i was like.. wah.. not bad ar.. call someone retarded that person still respond.. then when i asked her.. she said she didnt call her retarded.. she called her friend by her name and her friend's name is charlotte.. HAHAHA!!
when we were about to go back.. we stopped by macs.. she wanted ice cream.. so we went to buy... she bought mcflurry.. and gave that guy 2 dollars.. and i have no idea why... but she stood there like an idiot stretching out her hand to the counter guy asking back for change when the mcflurry is 2 dollars.. the scene is damn idiotic.. you imagine nicole su.. standing there.. with her hands stretched out looking at the guy.. with the eyes of " give me back my change you ass.." and that guy actually counted 8 dollars.. thinking that she gave him 10 bucks.. wah biang.. i laugh until i cannot tahan.. and her face was damn bloody red.. hahahahhaha!! and she went home.. i went for ballet.. and after that was a sad day for me.. ahaha!

lania's flying today.. bon voyage.. and smile! haha!  ¶ 11:48