psychology...? timetable's out. and as usual, it sucks. really badly.

now everybody is telling me how bad psychology is. and how much i am going to suffer going through quizzes, tests, projects and of course the final paper. and how stupid i am to put that as my CDS.

DAMN.

and there's only fidelia that's gonna take that with me. unfortunately. LOL!

school's gonna start. i AM dreading it. but on the other hand, i cant wait for wednesday.

its my mother's birthday and.....................




IT MARKS THE END OF MY BANGLA plus MAID'S LIFE! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! no more dog shit and dog urine. no more disgusting, untidy room. no more untidy wardrobe. no more unmade beds. no more hungry stomach. no more thirsty throats. i'll have my nice smelling room, nice smelling clothes, nice smelling wardrobe, nice smelling hands BACK. wahahahaha.

a nice and conducive environment when i reach home after a HARD day's work. haha! oooooo.. i CANT WAIT... i CANT WAIT....

24th october 2007.. you're so important to me!

6 more days... =D  ¶ 23:44

  dreaming of you

i loveee this song. damn nice. but she was murdered in 1995. hmmm.. i'm going to BUY HER ALBUM.. AHHHHHH! <3  ¶ 23:15

  my beautiful sleep.. It is 5.35am. i slept at 1.15am and was woken up by bebe's bark at 2.45am. WTH. and havent sleep till now.

can i just strangle him? endang better be home soon man... this dog misses her like CRAZY. and is pissing the shit out of me... i might just slit his throat, anytime.

clifford said that the mass of a human head is 16kg.
my head feels so heavy, that i think its 100kg now. =((
i dont have to go gym and i can carry a weight of 100kg on my shoulder! amazing...

more dark rings, more pimples.
and there goes my beautiful sleep...........  ¶ 05:35

  Dog, for the DOGS I'm the official dog for the dogs. i clean their shit and urine. and make food for them. and bathe them. and when they feel bitchy, and decides not to eat. oooo... you got to feed them. HAHA. one by one. 2 eunuchs. urgh.

life is DAMN miserable now. so miserable that i can just DIE... to not smell and touch fish, i cooked rice and egg for the two eunuchs. but, they didnt want to eat. sluts. there aint chicken or meat since we're always eating out now. so the two eunuchs are left with nothing but fish and egg. i dont want to cook fish. they dont want to eat eggs. for two days, the two refused to eat. what bitches. so i went to buy dog food for them. those dry biscuits that look VERY VERY not appetizing. i cant help it. they all look the same. Eunuchs ate that the first night i brought it home. i was soooo happy. finally they're eating. the next morning, they didnt want to eat again. WHOA... i thought maybe they'll eat when they're hungry. when i came home at night, still never eat. i stood infront of bebe, and i could hear his stomach growling! got soooo damn scared ok. i was so scared he will starve to death and die at my house. then i will have no idea what to do to his carcase. i'll be the murderer and be guilty all my life that i killed my dog by starving it. -.-

oh btw, many animals died at my house. HAHA! one canary (tweety), one hamster (xiao xiao), and MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY PLENTY PLENTY of fishes. which obviously doesnt have names. and... guess what? they all starved to death. SERIOUS. no kidding.
the canary died the worse death. a very very pretty bird. sooo cute and sweet.. even with itomi's frequent banging of it's cage, the canary survived ok. sooo strong! but, we ran out of the bird seeds. and i was so busy with school that time. my brother, mother and father obviously gives no shit to pets. i thought birds eat fruits. LOL! so i told endang to cut fruits for tweety. well... that bird dont eat fruits. or maybe birds dont eat fruits at all? haha! then one week after we ran out of seeds, endang called me and told me tweety died. -.- and she left the carcase outside to let me see before we bury it. i have no idea what gender tweety was. probably a female. so lovely.

xiao xiao died because that bastard didnt want to eat. lol! dada still surviving very well now. though neglected but still living on. lol. unlike that xiaoxiao, who didnt want to eat any other food except for dried corn and that brand of sunflower seeds. what an arse. he also never tell me, so i bought another brand. and... he starved to death. -.-

fishes, i dont really care. they are the most disgusting thing one earth besides cockroaches and lizards.

oh... and my venus flytrap died too..... i also dont know why............ my house got no flies i guess. dont they photosynthesize? =(( and i didnt even know it died. until my mother suddenly buy home PLENTY of potted plants. i dont know for what reason. there's one pot in my room now. haha! it'll probably die soon la. i wouldnt bother watering it. if it can last till endang comes back. then it'll live to a ripe age.... oh.. the 3 cactuses that i bought together with the flytrap are still living well.. without water.. LOL!


here's some photos of this really adorable 3 week old kitten. its at the toa payoh branch's pet lovers' centre. somebody picked it up and handed it over to pet lovers'.

i helped to feed the kitten! so adorable! he uses a minature milk bottle. LOL! when the milk bottle was raised to his face, he was sooooooo excited. his front paws were reaching for it and he grabbed the milk bottle with his paws. soooooooooo CUTE!

if kittens wouldnt become cats. i would have loved them to death. cats are soo.... URGH.

  ¶ 00:23

  no maid day 1 No maid - Day 1

Endang left this afternoon.

Came home after work, whole house pitched black. I've never encountered this. If my mother's not in, there'll be my father. if my father's not in, there'll be my brother. if my brother's also not in, there's always endang. but now, endang's gone home.

Had to cook for the dogs, clean up their shit and urine. Bebe's absoulutely a pain in the ass. Steps and glides all over his urine. the whole kitchen floor smeared with his urine. and he pawed on my legs. DISGUSTING SHIT. And i had to cover my nose while preparing their food. Gosh. the two dogs eat fish. darn. i got to boil the fish and make hot the rice for them. urgh. the fish STINKS. Junior got so much urine that it seemed like he drank up the whole swimming pool. and he cant seem to aim properly. dick-deficiency. haha! so.. i thought i'll be smarter, i enlarged the area he will pee, covered with thick newspaper. and that idiot, trying to play games with me, went to shit on the carpet. what an arse.

Washed up my own clothes just now. and i forgot that i have to wash my clothes tonight, i wore tube, shorts and a cardigan. DAMN. wash extra clothes. i'll try to keep wearing dresses. that way, i just need to wash 1 piece with my lingerie.

No more supper. and nobody to cook for me when i'm hungry at home. lol! its good though. i can go on diet. =D

my office friends are sooo into buying clothes from "shoplah". though numerous complains about their clothes, they still insist on buying. they already bought one round. now's round two. and i joined in. -.-

i figured that zara clothes actually aint that fabulous. TRF quality sucks and everyone has them. their sale last practically forever. and zara's god damn common. zara is equivalent to hang ten now. =( i saw this zara dress i bought in far east. WTH. exactly ok. exactly. holy........



how can people live without maids? how can people with dogs live without maids?

these people, they are amazing......  ¶ 23:40

  cheque disasters.
Almost got my ass burnt today. lol

My collegue asked me to help her bank in 2 cheques. I didnt hear her say which bank to drop them into. and i have no idea where my dumb ass brain got the assumption that its POSB. so i went to POSB.. before i dropped the cheque in, i still asked my friend "correct ar?!" and she said "ummm" HAHA! wth!! 8000 dollars. banked into the wrong bank.

and the both of us happily went upstairs... and then... the collegue who asked us to bank in the cheque double checked with us the bank which we dropped the cheque.. and.... HAHAHAHA! what a toot.

the customer service officers at the POSB are difficult people. lol! soo many procedures to do just to take out 2 cheques that we dropped in 15 minutes ago. to them, its the law. to us, they're just being plain bitches. they insisted that we cannot take back the cheque. we got to wait for the cheque to be taken to the head quarters and only when the headquarters receive an email from the toa payoh branch saying the cheque is banked wrongly will they then send the cheque back to us. that'll probably take a week to 2 weeks. LOL! full of shit.

without any expression on her face, my collegue said," where's your manager?" LOL!

now we know... anything, just say you want to see the manager. no matter how difficult it is, they'll still do it for you. :)

"Cheques that dont belong to me, dont go well with me."

cuz last year, i my mother asked me to drop a cheque. and i dropped it into the wrong bank too. LOL! but that time was pure stupidity. my mother told me UOB. i went to OCBC. or some other bank. cuz they were side by side. i walked into the wrong one. -.-

my new hair. looks the same though.

vera over at my house... weeks ago.

dog signs and languages.





ok. which is better.

with specs or

without?
vera cooking her egggggg. LOL
being herself.
urgh!

  ¶ 00:01

  curling the mop! i'm not dead yet. lol. just very very lazy.

its october! as planned a couple of months ago, i will curl my hair in october. the plan will be carried out in 8 hours time. =D ooooooooo!

a couple of things happened. just that i didnt blog about it. like....

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