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Saturday, January 27, 2007
almost lost 390!!!!!
my future career, will never require me to do any money transaction that does not belong to ME. lol!
i almost lost 390 bucks yesterday. to pay to the company. i stayed at the office till 11 to do the closing of sales. asshole. lol! checked the 152 invoices so many times. flipped through all visa and nets slips. counted the cash so many BLOODY TIMES.
i was the only one working yesterday at the front desk. its nearing the end of the month. all the distributors want to top up their sales. basket. sooooo many people came. and there's only ONE ME. sales yesterday was like 20 over thousand. very bad... 4 times the normal sales per day. i'm doing what 3 people would be doing on normal days. almost killed me. and i'm still a NEW BIRD!! so stressed up. in the end, i brought home all the invoices and visa, nets slips and try to see if i can do anything. my mother, basket. laugh at me. my brother just shake his head. at least he looked at what i brought home and LAUGHED. my father worst of all. cuz he wanted to fetch me home. then i tell him dont need, my aunty can fetch. at about 10pm when i still cannot find where the 390 bucks go to, i panic man. i called him and ask him to come down and pay for me. he said "just now i want to go fetch you, you dont want. if i go fetch you, i will pay for you. now i at home already." and he ended with those stupid evil laughter of his. 390 bucks man! i top up 100 bucks more, i can get that wallet that i'm still a little unwilling to spurge on. i will kill myself if i use 390 to pay off that "debt".
there's this aunty. fucking hao lian. she think that she's damn bloody rich. eat my shit man! oh my god. she bought 500 over dollars of products, then she gave me a 1000 dollar note. i asked if she got small change. i scared that i give her change then i dont have enough for the rest of the day. she fuck shit, said dont have. dont have then dont have la. she added "what kind of company is this? so big yet cannot find change for 1000 dollars. lucky i never bring my 10,000 note. asshole!! oh my god.. i cannot stand this kind of people. and she TOTALLY dont look rich. slap her dumb face.
well, she aint the only one that gave me 1000 dollar note. at least the second aunty who gave me shut the shit up. and just waited for change. one thing bad about working there is that, i deal with aunties. LOL. well, majority rich aunties la. some know how to shut the gap while some dont learn the art to do so. someday, when someone robs them, they'll shiver till their bones break. i HATE THAT AUNTY!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! and i forgot how she looked like. damn.
and endang, wooo. the most powerful maid. while cooking dinner, i went to the kitchen to disturb her. then she asked me did i find where the 390 go or mummy help me pay. i said i found it and settled the problem myself. and she questioned me "ARE YOU SURE?" she dont trust my ability lor!! pissed off. lol! and she's unwilling to teach me how to iron clothes. i ask her to teach me. she say she also cannot iron properly. wah biang. you tell me, where to find such a powerful maid. ar? ¶ 21:46
i almost lost 390 bucks yesterday. to pay to the company. i stayed at the office till 11 to do the closing of sales. asshole. lol! checked the 152 invoices so many times. flipped through all visa and nets slips. counted the cash so many BLOODY TIMES.
i was the only one working yesterday at the front desk. its nearing the end of the month. all the distributors want to top up their sales. basket. sooooo many people came. and there's only ONE ME. sales yesterday was like 20 over thousand. very bad... 4 times the normal sales per day. i'm doing what 3 people would be doing on normal days. almost killed me. and i'm still a NEW BIRD!! so stressed up. in the end, i brought home all the invoices and visa, nets slips and try to see if i can do anything. my mother, basket. laugh at me. my brother just shake his head. at least he looked at what i brought home and LAUGHED. my father worst of all. cuz he wanted to fetch me home. then i tell him dont need, my aunty can fetch. at about 10pm when i still cannot find where the 390 bucks go to, i panic man. i called him and ask him to come down and pay for me. he said "just now i want to go fetch you, you dont want. if i go fetch you, i will pay for you. now i at home already." and he ended with those stupid evil laughter of his. 390 bucks man! i top up 100 bucks more, i can get that wallet that i'm still a little unwilling to spurge on. i will kill myself if i use 390 to pay off that "debt".
there's this aunty. fucking hao lian. she think that she's damn bloody rich. eat my shit man! oh my god. she bought 500 over dollars of products, then she gave me a 1000 dollar note. i asked if she got small change. i scared that i give her change then i dont have enough for the rest of the day. she fuck shit, said dont have. dont have then dont have la. she added "what kind of company is this? so big yet cannot find change for 1000 dollars. lucky i never bring my 10,000 note. asshole!! oh my god.. i cannot stand this kind of people. and she TOTALLY dont look rich. slap her dumb face.
well, she aint the only one that gave me 1000 dollar note. at least the second aunty who gave me shut the shit up. and just waited for change. one thing bad about working there is that, i deal with aunties. LOL. well, majority rich aunties la. some know how to shut the gap while some dont learn the art to do so. someday, when someone robs them, they'll shiver till their bones break. i HATE THAT AUNTY!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! and i forgot how she looked like. damn.
and endang, wooo. the most powerful maid. while cooking dinner, i went to the kitchen to disturb her. then she asked me did i find where the 390 go or mummy help me pay. i said i found it and settled the problem myself. and she questioned me "ARE YOU SURE?" she dont trust my ability lor!! pissed off. lol! and she's unwilling to teach me how to iron clothes. i ask her to teach me. she say she also cannot iron properly. wah biang. you tell me, where to find such a powerful maid. ar? ¶ 21:46
Sunday, January 21, 2007
curfew..... =((
this is pissing me off.
i think there's some sort of a curse or what. i cant seem to buy anything. this is a serious problem. i've got the cash. but i've got no where to spend it. went out shopping these few days, cant see anything i like. those shoes i like, they either dont fit or dont have the colour i like. went shopping with mama today. basket. the shoes all dont have my size! i'm not spending my own money man!! its my mums!! and i didnt buy any shit today. wah lao........ i loved 2 shoes from topshop.................. and they dont have my size.... fuck........... and zara....... i think i shop too often. i bought everything i like already. I WANNA KILL MYSELF!! lol!!!
chee shian!!! i think its your curse! you say i must save money.. SEE!!!! LOL!! i save a great deal man!!!!
anyway, my mum got really pissed with me yesterday. i reached home at about 10.30 or slightly later. i have no idea why she's so pissed when i do reach home at 11 plus to 12 somedays. maybe cuz i didnt answer her calls. lol! she say she thought i got kidnapped. she didnt scold me last night. she scolded me like fuck this morning. wah lao. yesterday, she scolded me in the morning too, for spending too much money. today she scold me in the morning again for going out till "too late". and guess what she gave me a curfew. LOL! i got damn damn damn pissed off with her. i didnt talk to her all the way from home to marina sq. but my ma got a very softheart.. lol!! she see that i'm so sad and angry. when eating yuki yaki, whatever that restaurant name is, she kept telling my brother and father to take the food i like, cook the food i like. then she keep talking to me. HAHAHA! when shopping, she kept hooking arms with me, holding my hand. like so scared i dont wanna friend her. lol! and of course, i took the chance to say i wanna buy this buy that. BUT ALL DONT HAVE MY SIZE! my ma is damn funny. unlike nic's mum.
ok.. i'm gonna be late to meet chee shian and co. lol. its already 6.30 and i havent bathe..... =))
tatz people.. btw, my curfew is 10.30pm. somebody knock some sense into my ah ma.. ¶ 18:15
i think there's some sort of a curse or what. i cant seem to buy anything. this is a serious problem. i've got the cash. but i've got no where to spend it. went out shopping these few days, cant see anything i like. those shoes i like, they either dont fit or dont have the colour i like. went shopping with mama today. basket. the shoes all dont have my size! i'm not spending my own money man!! its my mums!! and i didnt buy any shit today. wah lao........ i loved 2 shoes from topshop.................. and they dont have my size.... fuck........... and zara....... i think i shop too often. i bought everything i like already. I WANNA KILL MYSELF!! lol!!!
chee shian!!! i think its your curse! you say i must save money.. SEE!!!! LOL!! i save a great deal man!!!!
anyway, my mum got really pissed with me yesterday. i reached home at about 10.30 or slightly later. i have no idea why she's so pissed when i do reach home at 11 plus to 12 somedays. maybe cuz i didnt answer her calls. lol! she say she thought i got kidnapped. she didnt scold me last night. she scolded me like fuck this morning. wah lao. yesterday, she scolded me in the morning too, for spending too much money. today she scold me in the morning again for going out till "too late". and guess what she gave me a curfew. LOL! i got damn damn damn pissed off with her. i didnt talk to her all the way from home to marina sq. but my ma got a very softheart.. lol!! she see that i'm so sad and angry. when eating yuki yaki, whatever that restaurant name is, she kept telling my brother and father to take the food i like, cook the food i like. then she keep talking to me. HAHAHA! when shopping, she kept hooking arms with me, holding my hand. like so scared i dont wanna friend her. lol! and of course, i took the chance to say i wanna buy this buy that. BUT ALL DONT HAVE MY SIZE! my ma is damn funny. unlike nic's mum.
ok.. i'm gonna be late to meet chee shian and co. lol. its already 6.30 and i havent bathe..... =))
tatz people.. btw, my curfew is 10.30pm. somebody knock some sense into my ah ma.. ¶ 18:15
Friday, January 19, 2007
whole new beginning
Went to tp open house yesterday.
well, i'm more or less settled to get my ass in there. but just very very bothered by the people there. you turn to the right, you see a smoker. you turn to your left, ah lian with heavy makeup. look straight, people who dress WEIRDLY. never look up. you'll see undies. and that school, is heavily populated with malays and indians. i have no idea why man.
ngee ann poly, is built on a HILL. lol!! and vera decided to climb hills every day.
i think my passion of dance is back again. for a period of time, i sort of dread going for ballet and dance classes. haha! its a whole new beginning. a really whole new one. =)) ¶ 22:25
well, i'm more or less settled to get my ass in there. but just very very bothered by the people there. you turn to the right, you see a smoker. you turn to your left, ah lian with heavy makeup. look straight, people who dress WEIRDLY. never look up. you'll see undies. and that school, is heavily populated with malays and indians. i have no idea why man.
ngee ann poly, is built on a HILL. lol!! and vera decided to climb hills every day.
i think my passion of dance is back again. for a period of time, i sort of dread going for ballet and dance classes. haha! its a whole new beginning. a really whole new one. =)) ¶ 22:25
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
i love my job =(
=))
work is boring. my life is all about work now. 10am to 8pm.
so, i lead a boring life.
i leave my nails long to do manicure. now, i got to cut it short. cuz my job cant have manicured nails. perfect! =)
i love my job! ¶ 22:06
work is boring. my life is all about work now. 10am to 8pm.
so, i lead a boring life.
i leave my nails long to do manicure. now, i got to cut it short. cuz my job cant have manicured nails. perfect! =)
i love my job! ¶ 22:06
Friday, January 12, 2007
scary!!
its been raining all day. so COLD...........
everybody's having problems now. its this period of time. we all used to be so carefree. dont have to study to pass an exam. just 2 years back, we study to get good grades. now, we study just to pass it. things change. lol. and sadly, somethings, change for the worst.
lee neh, chill alright. you've already seen the doc. should be fine. :))
fo neh, work sucks. i know! and i'm experiencing it. maybe i shouldnt intro you this job i have now. its very stressful. not worth the money.
su neh, you have SO many problems. lol! you're the trouble-maker. hope things get better between you and your mum. tai tais are difficult to settle. HAHA!
and to everybody else that i've not been keeping in touch. WE ARE ALL IN DEEP SHIT. haha. it'll pass..
and work really suck this time. worse than the moe one. SHAT. =(( ¶ 22:37
everybody's having problems now. its this period of time. we all used to be so carefree. dont have to study to pass an exam. just 2 years back, we study to get good grades. now, we study just to pass it. things change. lol. and sadly, somethings, change for the worst.
lee neh, chill alright. you've already seen the doc. should be fine. :))
fo neh, work sucks. i know! and i'm experiencing it. maybe i shouldnt intro you this job i have now. its very stressful. not worth the money.
su neh, you have SO many problems. lol! you're the trouble-maker. hope things get better between you and your mum. tai tais are difficult to settle. HAHA!
and to everybody else that i've not been keeping in touch. WE ARE ALL IN DEEP SHIT. haha. it'll pass..
and work really suck this time. worse than the moe one. SHAT. =(( ¶ 22:37
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
starting work man.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENDANG!!!
hahahaha!! i love january!! soooo many people's birthday!! ooooo!!
nowadays, i live the life of a pig. lol. i'll wake up, eat and go back to sleep. then i'll go out. 2 days in a row. i did just that. lol!
went to buy endang's present. went gym. my arms and legs damn suan. cannot tahan. this might probably be the last time i go gym with boss and bear man. my job is starting tomorrow! lol. thanks to my beautiful gorgeous mama. called me when i was bathing after gym. and broke the news to me. WAH... and first day at work. i GOTTA TAKE A FREAKING BUS. her excuse was she got yoga then not going office tomorrow. wah ass lor. lol! nevermind. i TAHAN! ENDURE!
now waiting for empress dowager to come home. and sing birthday song, and cut the cake that i was trying so hard to protect from the crowd just now. haha!
alright. PEACE!!! ¶ 22:00
hahahaha!! i love january!! soooo many people's birthday!! ooooo!!
nowadays, i live the life of a pig. lol. i'll wake up, eat and go back to sleep. then i'll go out. 2 days in a row. i did just that. lol!
went to buy endang's present. went gym. my arms and legs damn suan. cannot tahan. this might probably be the last time i go gym with boss and bear man. my job is starting tomorrow! lol. thanks to my beautiful gorgeous mama. called me when i was bathing after gym. and broke the news to me. WAH... and first day at work. i GOTTA TAKE A FREAKING BUS. her excuse was she got yoga then not going office tomorrow. wah ass lor. lol! nevermind. i TAHAN! ENDURE!
now waiting for empress dowager to come home. and sing birthday song, and cut the cake that i was trying so hard to protect from the crowd just now. haha!
alright. PEACE!!! ¶ 22:00
Monday, January 08, 2007
oooo, scary!
Talked to people. and i realised, sometimes, what you see is not everything. it might not even be the true thing. people are scary. lol. who said animals are threatening? i think humans do more harm.
anyway,
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to LIHAN
Happy birthday to YOU!!! ¶ 22:41
anyway,
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to LIHAN
Happy birthday to YOU!!! ¶ 22:41
Sunday, January 07, 2007
=))
happy 19th hsiang!! and happy 20th HAN!!!!!! =D
haha! the birthday spree! thats what we call it.. 4th, gracie. 6th, hsiang. 8th, han.
yesterday, went to my ah ma's house in the morning to help her clean. together with endang and itomi. =) i washed the windows, swept and mopped the floor and i washed all the cups and dishes! lol! until my hands darn rough. after i finished, boss messaged me. haha! just nice. so i went home, changed and met him. we went to this toy shop. damn fun! haha! toys are so fun.
today went to celebrate han and hsiang's birthday! thai express is damn good. i love thai express. price reasonable. food damn good. its a COOL PLACE! HAHA! everybody is so busy with school. everybody got to go home after that to finish up school work. leaving me alone. lol! called boss. he say he got to go church. then while eating ice cream with gracie half way, he say he free! wooo!! haha.. so he came down to marina. then we walked like damn aimlessly. lol! he was god damn tired. such a good friend. lol! still accompany me. haha! went to see fishes swimming. listened to the rock band outside esplanade from the roof terrace. then went to the library. and we read, more like looked at pictures of THE KING! haha.. elvis presley!
there's so many rich tai tais in singapore. lol. while waiting for cab. got 3 tai tais. woo.. i love one of the tai tai's ring. damn nice. but i think if i wear, i'll look aunty. haiz. lol!
and my dad kept calling me. i didnt answer. cuz i couldnt be bothered. i knew he's up to something stupid. and true enough, when i reached home, he asked me when he called me, what appeared on the screen. LOL. he is damn bo liao. i cannot stand him.
=D ¶ 22:45
happy 19th hsiang!! and happy 20th HAN!!!!!! =D
haha! the birthday spree! thats what we call it.. 4th, gracie. 6th, hsiang. 8th, han.
yesterday, went to my ah ma's house in the morning to help her clean. together with endang and itomi. =) i washed the windows, swept and mopped the floor and i washed all the cups and dishes! lol! until my hands darn rough. after i finished, boss messaged me. haha! just nice. so i went home, changed and met him. we went to this toy shop. damn fun! haha! toys are so fun.
today went to celebrate han and hsiang's birthday! thai express is damn good. i love thai express. price reasonable. food damn good. its a COOL PLACE! HAHA! everybody is so busy with school. everybody got to go home after that to finish up school work. leaving me alone. lol! called boss. he say he got to go church. then while eating ice cream with gracie half way, he say he free! wooo!! haha.. so he came down to marina. then we walked like damn aimlessly. lol! he was god damn tired. such a good friend. lol! still accompany me. haha! went to see fishes swimming. listened to the rock band outside esplanade from the roof terrace. then went to the library. and we read, more like looked at pictures of THE KING! haha.. elvis presley!
there's so many rich tai tais in singapore. lol. while waiting for cab. got 3 tai tais. woo.. i love one of the tai tai's ring. damn nice. but i think if i wear, i'll look aunty. haiz. lol!
and my dad kept calling me. i didnt answer. cuz i couldnt be bothered. i knew he's up to something stupid. and true enough, when i reached home, he asked me when he called me, what appeared on the screen. LOL. he is damn bo liao. i cannot stand him.
=D ¶ 22:45
Friday, January 05, 2007
fat fat fat
i'm a very very good friend. lol!!
vera called me, saying that she's bored. and i actually went all the way down to suntec to accompany her! lol. she called around 2 and i had ballet at 6.30. wooo! i'm such a good friend. accompanied her for about 1 an a half hour to 2 hours. haha!
vera the pushcart auntie! =))
everybody's back in school. it feels so weird. both vera and i are school-less. heh heh. sounds cool? yesterday, both of us were shopping at marina square. lol! the place was so empty. cuz everybody is either at school or at work. when we see a teenagers, either one of us will say, " eh! no school meh!?" HAHAHAHAHA!! shiok man!!
i gained 2 kg after 29th dec 06. heh heh! and my ballet teacher just had to tell me the truth. gaining weight is bad. not only that you loose your centre of gravity, you loose flexibility too. HAHA! that's weird.
my LUCKY brother received presents today. its the 5th of jan and he's birthday is on the 24th. this is dumb. lol! and guess what. the presents are from my dad and his girlfriend. he's an ass. he got this damn expensive wine which i have no idea what the hell is that. too high class. aha! and this fucking expensive, big and heavy watch from my dad. asshole. LOL! and this few hundred bucks keyboard from his girlfriend. he is GOD DAMN lucky. and i have no idea what to get him. hahaha!
i'm an EXCELLENT friend. and a FABULOUS sister! ¶ 23:27
vera called me, saying that she's bored. and i actually went all the way down to suntec to accompany her! lol. she called around 2 and i had ballet at 6.30. wooo! i'm such a good friend. accompanied her for about 1 an a half hour to 2 hours. haha!
vera the pushcart auntie! =))
everybody's back in school. it feels so weird. both vera and i are school-less. heh heh. sounds cool? yesterday, both of us were shopping at marina square. lol! the place was so empty. cuz everybody is either at school or at work. when we see a teenagers, either one of us will say, " eh! no school meh!?" HAHAHAHAHA!! shiok man!!
i gained 2 kg after 29th dec 06. heh heh! and my ballet teacher just had to tell me the truth. gaining weight is bad. not only that you loose your centre of gravity, you loose flexibility too. HAHA! that's weird.
my LUCKY brother received presents today. its the 5th of jan and he's birthday is on the 24th. this is dumb. lol! and guess what. the presents are from my dad and his girlfriend. he's an ass. he got this damn expensive wine which i have no idea what the hell is that. too high class. aha! and this fucking expensive, big and heavy watch from my dad. asshole. LOL! and this few hundred bucks keyboard from his girlfriend. he is GOD DAMN lucky. and i have no idea what to get him. hahaha!
i'm an EXCELLENT friend. and a FABULOUS sister! ¶ 23:27
Thursday, January 04, 2007
happy birthday grace!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!! I LOVE YOU. but i will still remember what you did to me! forever!! and ever!! lol.
went to SP's open house today. damn shit. it was boring. wasnt what i expected. damn. but nevermind. the life sciences building is uber cool.
vera and i left SP super early. and went city hall to rot till 5. haha! went to eat lunch at country manna. then shopping. god bless my bank. i spent slightly off 100 bucks today. haiz.
went tamp's pastamania to eat. i think that place is a suay place. met someone that i think i shouldnt have met. i didnt acknowledge her existence and she didnt acknowledge me either. gosh. some people are just born irritating and rude. lol!
grace, DONT GIVE IN! till valentine's day!!! ahaha!
=)) ¶ 22:38
went to SP's open house today. damn shit. it was boring. wasnt what i expected. damn. but nevermind. the life sciences building is uber cool.
vera and i left SP super early. and went city hall to rot till 5. haha! went to eat lunch at country manna. then shopping. god bless my bank. i spent slightly off 100 bucks today. haiz.
went tamp's pastamania to eat. i think that place is a suay place. met someone that i think i shouldnt have met. i didnt acknowledge her existence and she didnt acknowledge me either. gosh. some people are just born irritating and rude. lol!
grace, DONT GIVE IN! till valentine's day!!! ahaha!
=)) ¶ 22:38
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
sushi!!!
=))
haha!! its a flying tail!!! i've attached 3 balloons.. HAHAHAHA!! can see??
this is a better pic.. got a solid background..
I MADE SUSHI TODAY!!
lol!! i'm sooooo PRO!!! WOOOOO!! everybody says so!! EVERYBODY!!
SO, YOU PEOPLE STOP LAUGHING AT MY INABILITY TO COOK!
I CAN!!!!!!!
oh.. btw, did you guys know.. even itomi doesnt want to eat the food i cooked for her. she's a PURE BITCH. lol!!
but... who cares!!! i can make sushi!!!!!! what a great way to start a year!!! =)) ¶ 20:20
haha!! its a flying tail!!! i've attached 3 balloons.. HAHAHAHA!! can see??
this is a better pic.. got a solid background..I MADE SUSHI TODAY!!
lol!! i'm sooooo PRO!!! WOOOOO!! everybody says so!! EVERYBODY!!
SO, YOU PEOPLE STOP LAUGHING AT MY INABILITY TO COOK!
I CAN!!!!!!!
oh.. btw, did you guys know.. even itomi doesnt want to eat the food i cooked for her. she's a PURE BITCH. lol!!
but... who cares!!! i can make sushi!!!!!! what a great way to start a year!!! =)) ¶ 20:20
1st jan 2007
HAPPY 2007!!
to all my dearest besties, pc and neh nehs etc, I LOVE YOU BABES! thanks for being there in 2006 when i'm down.
well, 2006 was a bad year for almost everybody. many closed ones passed away - my grandfather, suat's mum and many other friends' close ones. its scary how short life is, and how quickly one can go without any warning.
life is unpredictable.
vera and i had realised how unhealthily we've been eating. lol! and for my health, for my happiness, for my face beauty, i've decided to go on vegetable and fruits for 2 weeks. heh heh! and, we ended up with a conclusion that eilania has the worse health. lol! macs must REALLY let her win that lucky draw. she eats macs EVERYDAY, either at one of the outlets or call for delivery. she is mad. lol!
2006 started off well, mid 2006's very bad. lol! had so many problems. the year where my tear glands exercised the most. it ended with a bang though. lol! the performance was a HIT. at least many who went said that. i felt that way too. considering how short we had to prepare. and it ended with me being single. lol!!
the first day of 2007, so different from the first day of 2006. a different kind of happiness i guess. 1st jan, a joyful day in 2006. i still do think of him. haha! wonder if its a bad thing. but when i always force myself not to think of him in the day, i will always dream of him at night. seriously. lol! i sound so sick. gosh. so nowadays, he's been appearing in my dreams. how can i stop it? and when can i stop? now the problem lies at, i dont know if i still like him. HAHA!!! i should hate him! i should! but i'm not!
SOMEBODY SLAP ME!!
by the way nic, no worries babe. we're understanding. =)) we arent ____ & _____. hee! we still LOVE YOU!
2007 will be a MUCH BETTER year. =)
the sun still rises and sets. the earth continues to rotate. life moves on... ¶ 00:36
to all my dearest besties, pc and neh nehs etc, I LOVE YOU BABES! thanks for being there in 2006 when i'm down.
well, 2006 was a bad year for almost everybody. many closed ones passed away - my grandfather, suat's mum and many other friends' close ones. its scary how short life is, and how quickly one can go without any warning.
life is unpredictable.
vera and i had realised how unhealthily we've been eating. lol! and for my health, for my happiness, for my face beauty, i've decided to go on vegetable and fruits for 2 weeks. heh heh! and, we ended up with a conclusion that eilania has the worse health. lol! macs must REALLY let her win that lucky draw. she eats macs EVERYDAY, either at one of the outlets or call for delivery. she is mad. lol!
2006 started off well, mid 2006's very bad. lol! had so many problems. the year where my tear glands exercised the most. it ended with a bang though. lol! the performance was a HIT. at least many who went said that. i felt that way too. considering how short we had to prepare. and it ended with me being single. lol!!
the first day of 2007, so different from the first day of 2006. a different kind of happiness i guess. 1st jan, a joyful day in 2006. i still do think of him. haha! wonder if its a bad thing. but when i always force myself not to think of him in the day, i will always dream of him at night. seriously. lol! i sound so sick. gosh. so nowadays, he's been appearing in my dreams. how can i stop it? and when can i stop? now the problem lies at, i dont know if i still like him. HAHA!!! i should hate him! i should! but i'm not!
SOMEBODY SLAP ME!!
by the way nic, no worries babe. we're understanding. =)) we arent ____ & _____. hee! we still LOVE YOU!
2007 will be a MUCH BETTER year. =)
the sun still rises and sets. the earth continues to rotate. life moves on... ¶ 00:36
