missing tk dance =( Just read zheya's blog. lol! everytime i look at her msn nick, its soo cute! it reads "capt-must-look-good-must-be-nice" such a sweet girl. definitely deserves a good boyfriend! =) maybe i should transfer this quote to my captain. lol!

and suddenly miss TK dance hell loads. and mj dance too. tp dance dont have that type of bonding, and LIVE in it. it's more or less segregated, with the hip hop as the dominant one. but hip hop is so..... hmmm. its already sem 2 but we're still so shy and withdrawn towards each other. -.- its kind of weird. i think nobody bothers to put in any effort. LOL! no wonder modern is always so low profile. though i seriously think that the modern dancers would actually put up better performances then the hip hoppers. in the mind of youngsters.. hip hop will obviously be more catchy. but really, who would actually pay big bucks to watch hip hop? its usually the modern, contemporary and ballet. especially ballet. that gets all the grand performance theatre and it being counted as a high end performances. so, what the hell is wrong with the people?! boost modern dance man! there's more thing to watch in modern than hiphop. more things to "wow" at. HAHA! gosh... sorry if anybody reading this is a pro hip hopper. not that i'm against it. i still do hiphop. it just that i think hiphop is overrated. and....

i'm really disturbed by the AS hip hoppers that can do their "thing" ANYWHERE, and EVERYWHERE.

and of course.. as long as it is dance, be it ballet, modern, hiphop, salsa, latin, waltz, jazz, malay, chinese, indian, russian and whatever you've got there, it always has its own style and its always BEAUTIFUL!

p.s tk dancers! corner to corner soon!! i'm losing it!
(oh my god. this is how long we've all not met. i cant even find a photo of all of us! wtf! not even the syf photo. or just the few of us!! -.-)  ¶ 23:41

  tags! =) its been a long time since i replied tags! =)

Verillyn: babe, when are you coming back! You’re so busy… Heard you’ve got a secretive job! Haha! meet up soon! =)

Chrys: hello!! =D

Lania: Love you too lee neh neh!!

Zhirong: CHAIR! Why you all go outing never call me one! Lol! Lihan always say join join then tell me the date.. nearing the date you guys never call and remind me! Lol!!

Grace: where got emo!! Oh! How’s your performance? Did everybody melt after you sing and after laura danced? Confirm got people shoute encore! RIGHT! =))

Tingtingwan: lol! You’re still forever liking lame things… :P

Lania and Nicole: yeap! I’m fine!! =D haha! No la.. is the same course.. Just that now we must so called specialize.. oh btw, shopping this weekend? free? =D

Nel: will jia you! Haha! Last time I use to tell you all that. NOW, its the other way round. You guys will NEVER need that ANYMORE! Haha!! Play hard!!!


ooo! offically the end of A levels! all you guys are free!!!  ¶ 23:54

  darkest days of my life.. i sent in an appeal letter just today, when i decided to appeal from biomedical science to biotechnology. lol. i really dont know if i'm doing to right thing man.. see.. my pea brain is going to explode soon.

science school lecturers, are a bunch of f-ing bitches. and we found out that many of them look like an animal. some maybe multi-personality. lol! multi-animal-like. there is one stupid dumb one: the monkey. OH MY GOD. this Philippino or whatever his country is. PISS ME OFF BIG TIME OK. i can just take the bunsen burner and burn his hair off, his finger nails off, his eyeballs out, his tongue out and his ASS OFF!!! rude piece of shit with a f-ing huge ego and so SHORT. URGH-

I never knew one can cry so hard. cry without knowing. and for the very first time i know what exactly is heart numb. LOL! a pretty cool feeling, but i hope none of you babes will have to encounter.

If you think i am ugly now.. you should check out how ugly i am when i cried hard for 1 hour plus plus continuously. LOL! HOLY SHIT..... on sunday, i look like a FISHBALL. and today, i look like a POTATO. i should have taken a picture of myself. if vera and nicole were there, they probably would have taken it and blackmail me someday. lol!

I guess i was too happy for so long.. my tears accumulated till that day. lol! that recent meet up with pc, they were just saying how happy and stress-free i was.. DAMN. it was just a couple of days before. and my life went all the way down to the 18th storey of hell. maybe i've slept too much last time too. i only sleep 2 to 3 hours every night these few days. maybe i was too happy and leading an easy life. and jesus says "every life spent, must have their ups and downs."

  ¶ 23:04

  today is such a bad day NOW. Today was such a fruitful day. Its so nice just to lie down and act like you're dead. Watched dvd again, till my eyes SWOLLEN. Camped in the living room, from 10am in front of the tv till 7pm. Brought down my comforter and pillow. Didnt want to lie on the sofa, i thought the floor will do just fine since junior loves to sleep on the floor. Well.. i was dead wrong. lol! the floor's DAMN HARD AND COLD. what is my house floor made off man!? and i realised that junior sleeps on the carpet at night. hmmmm... ended up lying on this thin base bed sheet, i dont know what its called. the white thing that is sandwiched between the mattress and the bedsheet. it doesnt really make any difference to the hardness of the floor. just makes it less cold.

went to crystal jade at the airport for dinner. the airport was PACKED today. every restaurant had a queue. bad day..... for us and a worse day for the people working at crystal jade. we ordered pork, i didnt taste it. i'm not a pork person. HALAL. lol! the pork apparently got this damn strong pork smell. my parents couldnt take it. told the manager to take it away and change a new one. i told them it was no use. they cut the meat from the same pig! holyy.. and true enough, the next plate still had the strong pork smell. and my parents AGAIN told the manager to take it away and strike off that order. it was kind of embarrassing for my brother and i. LOL! we tried to make ourselves look busy. but how busy can you look sitting at the same table opposite from them, eating. LOL! my dad dropped his wallet on the seat. my mum picked it up and decided to play a trick on him. and he DIDNT know his wallet is gone until we reached home. my god. what a toot toot! lol! see his face damnnn funny! cannot stop laughing. my mother still havent give him his wallet till now. and he can still laugh say heng his ic not inside that wallet. wth. wonder what his reaction will be when he finds out that his wallet is with my mum.

went to walk around. limited things to buy. bought a pair of papillio. and my brother bought the ugliest pair of birkenstock.

and i really am starting to think that my hands aint that useless after all! i can paint my nails perfectly fine! heh heh! cant wait to show fidelia on monday. but, its kinda ruined. its always like that. when you have your nails done up nice and precious, you'll knock your nails into something. the last time i did french mani, the manicure was done, i reached into my ALREADY OPENED bag to take my wallet out. my nails hit the zip. and the manicure cracked on the spot. what................ i've been carrying that bag for months and i've never hit the zip with my nails BEFORE. at the exact same day, i went to withdraw money. my nails hit the edge of the machine. and there was a slight flaw. what.........................? and about 10 minutes ago, my nails got stuck in between the laptop keys. hmmm.... do all these dump things happen to you babes? or is it just ME?

and i offically think i cant multi-task. gotta go now. am in the midst of a quarrel.










mother and son. here is where we got the phrase "son of the bitch" from. =D


always putting food in her mouth. how to go on a diet like that?!








By far the most beautiful photo of me!! =D


adolf hitler. that's me!


while waiting for gracie..


aint this CUTE? i shouldnt have dropped understanding art priya. REALLY. =)






  ¶ 00:55

  My life. I will not cry
I will be strong
I chose this path
And I will walk myself through
Bravely, alone.  ¶ 00:21

  stupid fiefie. LOL! look at the one in blue! =)


fifie!


School's been kind of dry. but with fidelia around, it aint that bad after all. LOL.

that girl.. seriously. "what's up there in your head?" LOL!

At biz park drink store. she wanted to get a sandwich from fridge which has a sliding door. sliding doors are suppose to slide right and back. that peach, tugged at the handle and expected the door to be pulled out towards her. she tugged at it so hard that she "flew" slighly forward. LOL! couldnt stop laughing.

later, when we were going off, i walked in front of her. then i stopped suddenly cuz it was a dead end. that idiot shouted at me and kept insisting to ask me to walk! and later on laugh at her own stupidity. class rep... class rep...

watched this very boring comedy in school while waiting for mr chow to end school. oh no.... from not tired at all. till SLEEPY, headache.







same file, same top. <3


professor lim
  ¶ 22:08

  existence of a bitch I've just found out the existence of a really big bitch in school. if you guys think that nicole is bitchy, wait till you see her. lol! but she aint as bad as xinyi. doubt she has that much guts. not that i personally KNOW her. but she IS seriously the.. URGH! slap her in the face type of girl. face of an angel. heart of a devil.

school's been kinda bad for the past couple of days 'cause of the bitch and HER FRIENDS. pissing the shit out of my rectum. too bad the guys got nothing to do with the election of girls' vice cap. or else... (sorry priya, but this girl is pissing me off. i wont tell the cap, dont worry and he doesnt read my blog. =D)

oh.. and fidelia's the new class rep. how interesting. the criminal as the class rep. we're all going to not know ANYTHING. everyday no school... LOL! and the class rep got into trouble with this hk lecturer.

The whole entire row behind us were eating lollipops. and fidelia was also eating. and he DIE DIE must keep coming to her and ask her not to eat. and IGNORE the entire row RIGHT BEHIND US. lol! she came to a conclusion that he just wanted to see her boobs. that day she wore very low cut. LOL! wear lace tube somemore. that dumb lecturer complained to our careperson. and fidelia told our careperson that the lecturer is a pervert. HAHAHAHA!


please help her. the criminal.


the reason why i dropped understanding art.












little miss HUGE ASS! =D


priya loves me-


priya STILL loves me-












FHM-




my perfect photography skills. =))


  ¶ 23:34