Monday, November 26, 2007
darkest days of my life..
i sent in an appeal letter just today, when i decided to appeal from biomedical science to biotechnology. lol. i really dont know if i'm doing to right thing man.. see.. my pea brain is going to explode soon.
science school lecturers, are a bunch of f-ing bitches. and we found out that many of them look like an animal. some maybe multi-personality. lol! multi-animal-like. there is one stupid dumb one: the monkey. OH MY GOD. this Philippino or whatever his country is. PISS ME OFF BIG TIME OK. i can just take the bunsen burner and burn his hair off, his finger nails off, his eyeballs out, his tongue out and his ASS OFF!!! rude piece of shit with a f-ing huge ego and so SHORT. URGH-
I never knew one can cry so hard. cry without knowing. and for the very first time i know what exactly is heart numb. LOL! a pretty cool feeling, but i hope none of you babes will have to encounter.
If you think i am ugly now.. you should check out how ugly i am when i cried hard for 1 hour plus plus continuously. LOL! HOLY SHIT..... on sunday, i look like a FISHBALL. and today, i look like a POTATO. i should have taken a picture of myself. if vera and nicole were there, they probably would have taken it and blackmail me someday. lol!
I guess i was too happy for so long.. my tears accumulated till that day. lol! that recent meet up with pc, they were just saying how happy and stress-free i was.. DAMN. it was just a couple of days before. and my life went all the way down to the 18th storey of hell. maybe i've slept too much last time too. i only sleep 2 to 3 hours every night these few days. maybe i was too happy and leading an easy life. and jesus says "every life spent, must have their ups and downs."
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science school lecturers, are a bunch of f-ing bitches. and we found out that many of them look like an animal. some maybe multi-personality. lol! multi-animal-like. there is one stupid dumb one: the monkey. OH MY GOD. this Philippino or whatever his country is. PISS ME OFF BIG TIME OK. i can just take the bunsen burner and burn his hair off, his finger nails off, his eyeballs out, his tongue out and his ASS OFF!!! rude piece of shit with a f-ing huge ego and so SHORT. URGH-
I never knew one can cry so hard. cry without knowing. and for the very first time i know what exactly is heart numb. LOL! a pretty cool feeling, but i hope none of you babes will have to encounter.
If you think i am ugly now.. you should check out how ugly i am when i cried hard for 1 hour plus plus continuously. LOL! HOLY SHIT..... on sunday, i look like a FISHBALL. and today, i look like a POTATO. i should have taken a picture of myself. if vera and nicole were there, they probably would have taken it and blackmail me someday. lol!
I guess i was too happy for so long.. my tears accumulated till that day. lol! that recent meet up with pc, they were just saying how happy and stress-free i was.. DAMN. it was just a couple of days before. and my life went all the way down to the 18th storey of hell. maybe i've slept too much last time too. i only sleep 2 to 3 hours every night these few days. maybe i was too happy and leading an easy life. and jesus says "every life spent, must have their ups and downs."
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