work out session & happy birthday zhou =) Had a work out session running around tm and cs like mad animals. intended to catch a movie. but when we reached tm at about 5, we were so hungry and all we thought about was food. after that, we forgot all about the movie and went shopping, tried clothes, bought clothes. and at 7.15 we decided to catch a show. we were at the starbucks area then. so we half-ran-half-walked up the escalator all the way to the last level where GV is. and DAMN IT. the last time slot of prom night was 6.55pm. we cursed and ran to CS. we climbed the escalators like some mad idiots running for their lives. while climbing, we were laughing like mad. lol. and the damn escalators seemed never-ending.... when we finally reached shaw, the last time slot of prom night was also 6.55pm. wthhhh... i tell you.... they should really do some communicating. why put two same shows at the same time and at places sooooo damn near to each other?! we had such a good work out. that the 3 of us died. lol. lala's calves cramp, my thighs cramp, zeeda's knee came off. omggg. its been a long time... considering i need to rest half way through a flight of stairs, 5 levels up, climbing escalators non-stop.... is a GREAT ACHEIVEMENT! well done! =D

i wonder who you spent your this special day with. and this morning, lying on my bed, i tried very hard to recall, what presents did i give you for the past years and where did we celebrate your special day at. but i cant. lol. i need to think harder. memory failing.. this is the only year after we contacted each other again did i not spend this day with you. and i wonder were you disappointed to receive my message only at 9.20am this morning. recalling how disappointed you were when i wasnt the first one who wished you in one of the years, and you demanded an explanation. and in another year, you actually thought i forgot your birthday when i messaged you at 12.15am. only a 15mins wait. haha! i wanted to message you again at 12am this year.. but i guessed there wasnt a need to since there will be tons of others trying to snatch that position. and you might expect another someone to be the first this year. And your reply today, left me thinking the whole day till now. and its gonna leave me thinking of you again for like say... another 2 weeks? everyone's been telling me that wounds will heal. i almost made it. till you sent that message. i really want to believe that one day, i can safely tell all my babes that you're just a normal friend, a very very normal guy friend who was once my boyfriend. and i realise that, liking another person aint very helpful. cuz i found out that you also meant a lot in my life and did leave a mark in my heart, like i did to you. Have a fab 19th! =)  ¶ 22:35