DIE. NOW. All was fine... till friday.

biochem and pct killed me.

ohhhh my holy shit. i can like just dig my eyeballs out. seriously. biochem's my best sub. pct's my worse sub. but, biochem's gonna score sooo badly that i just wanna go lick junior's shit and bebe's urine.

too high hopes for biochem, and when you really fucking want to do well.. you fucking force your small tiny brain. and you blank out. FUCK the stupid brain. i dont want the brain anymore. and i just sat there, stared at the door to the sports hall. and cried like a fucking loser.

Pct's a worse goner. holy mother. i cant even get 30 marks. heh. damn it. and pct's the easier sub.. everybody does well in it. i dont want my brain anymore..... =(

hope the gig and post party will be good later. maybe i should just commit suicide at the rooftop party later.

i dont think i can ever forgive myself for screwing up biochem paper. and while stoning and crying during the paper. HAHAHA! i was so tempted to stick the pen i was holding into my right eye. and during pct, i already raised the pen up. HAHAHA!! i'm sooo SICK. ewwwl! eilania will be grossed out right now. heh...........

andrea lim is so stupid. that she should just DIE. NOW.   ¶ 10:01