I'm kinda feeling like a piece of shit,
who's just about to get flush down the toilet bowl.

term test is coming.
havent started a wee bit.
performance is next week.
just had to be one week before term test.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

and not finalise my pub speaking speech.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

and my bone at the big toe hurts.

i've spent 200 on ballet nonsense yesterday.
felt good to buy a new pointe shoe and etc.
its been 3 years.
3 years back, i was a lil crazy bitch.
i bought 3 pointe shoes at one go. insanity.

hope there'll be some chilling out after rehearsal later


and till i attain enlightenment
i'll still lead a sad and miserable life.
and i thought i was enlightened.
till you must come and disrupt my peace.  ¶ 10:29