Now again at this kind of unearthly hour. i am awake. accidentally slept too early again. :( there's something wrong. cant seem to sleep for long. i'm like taking 4 hours nap. then wake up, move around for another 4 hours. and sleep again for 4 hours. am i crazy or what. lucky for the existence of my beloved nocturnal friends. or.. i'll probably be killed by ghosts and vamps now.

Woke up execptionally early today or should i say yesterday? like 9am. my sleep cycle's weird! like i've said. one good point for this weird cycle, is that i get to eat breakfast. basically all 3 meals. plus some additional meals in between. went out with my mama. came home. had a drama series marathon. i watched so hard. till i were seeing double images. and for a moment i thought i gained short sighted-ness. hardworking! :)

Oh, did i mention that i got chao tar on sunday morning? Went for some water carnival. lasted from 7am till 1pm. was in the damn swimming pool for whole 6 hours. my skin died! i came home, scratching furiously like a monkey. my skin got so dry! and now, i know how junior felt. so the day was also spent watching dramas + scratching + slapping massive amount of lotion onto my body. i've used up half a bottle of the lotion my mum gave me. and got scolded for that. complaining how expensive that lotion is.. and how i used so much. and i should use the cheap one the next day. not like i'm going to bother. cuz it's my limps man! i'll probably scratch them off if i'm going to use cheap lotion. right or not.

Then.. in the early evening, something hit my mind. something BIG. cuz, i decided to do home exercises. you should freaking see the look on junior's face. oh my god. i just wanted to slap junior. he looked so shock. I AM SERIOUS. like got this shock and curious look on his face. and one ear was up, the other was down. bitch dog.

15 normal jump squats
15 jump squats with 2kg weights per wrist
Planked for 2 minutes
100 jumping jacks
100 ski jumps

i repeated this twice with 1 minute breaks inbetween the exercises. and i mother @#$%^&*( died. i felt so giddy. and i thought i was fainting and dying after i completed the second set. am i weak or loserish? both la ar. :( while feeling like i'm going to another world. lying on my floor resting, received a message from S. asking me to join gym with personal trainer. i was like DANG. what the...... if S messaged just slightly earlier before i did all these nonsense. i hell will join man! see, its fated. i dont understand how guys or those fit girls, can take all these shit. its so... TIRING. its a mental, physical and emotional strain for me! i should just stick to dance. its a total relax plus weight shedding scheme. so to people out there who are as "strong" as me. join some dance classes! oh, and i think clubbing helps too. seen live cases of people slimming down after hardcore clubbing for 2 months.

and, i'm becoming a good multi-tasker! texting eilania and chatting online and blogging! or am i self deceiving? well. i'll choose to believe the former. :)  ¶ 02:57