=)) went to draw money today. was pressing my pin number. and the machine beside mine kept "ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti..." I WAS DAMN IRRITATED! lol!! "ti" until i kept keying the wrong pin number!

i looked over, saw fifty dollar notes there. i told my friend to take and run after the stupid ass that went to draw money and forgotten to retrieve the cash. from the corner of my eye, i saw that the person just left. my friend approached the person and ask if she withdrew cash. she said NO. MY GOD. in this world, there are two types of people: one is act dumb, the other is PURE STUPIDITY.

we didnt dare to take the money and divide it by two. its just hundred by the way. lol! so we went over to the bank personnels and sort of like asked what will happen if someone withdraws the cash and never take. and ended up giving the money to the person, filling up some form.

and after 10 mins, my friend and i regretted being honest.


i bought....... 3 CACTUS!! haha!! and one VENUS FLYTRAP! its damn cool!! lol! i bought one yellow, one red cactus. and the third cactus looks like esplanade. the venus flytrap looks like shit. lol! it cost me 15 bucks. i bought it just to see how it eats. quite cool. might buy the pitcher plant tomorrow. lol! pitcher plant looks damn damn damn gross.

haha! and now, the 4 plants are rotting at my balcony. they were planned to be planted in my room. i'm so lazy to arrange them and all those shit. i wonder if itomi will get pricked by the cactus.

maybe i should put the hamsters on it? HAHAHA!!

JUST KIDDING!!  ¶ 23:24

  alright. the poly application's kind of screwed up. i lost my birthcert. >.<

story for the day:

ma got dressed and went downstairs. asked maid," endang, i look fat like that or not?"

maid replied," no la ma'am. not you fat. is the shirt too small."


al-RIGHT. ahah! double honours for endang! ooooo!! haha.. indirectly saying my ma fat. ouchhh.. i ate too much chilli. and my stomach's feeling a lil weird. feel like puking. yet not. indigestion. lol! this is very very bad.  ¶ 23:38

  haiz........ oh my god.

i'm gonna kill myself soon.

i left all the poly application documents in the office today. and i have no idea where i left it. before i left, i scanned the table. there was nothing that looked like it belonged in my bag. so............ i pray to god that he will bless me and my documents. and THOSE THINGS WILL BE THERE TOMORROW MORNING WHEN I REACH.

why am i so goon? why??? WHY!!!! LOL!!  ¶ 23:20

  the battle story -THE BATTLE IN THE BATHROOM-

came home after ballet. went into the bathroom. hung my clothes. stripped.

stepped into the shower compartment. closed the door. and...

a big, fat, humongous LIZARD BRUSHED PAST MY RIGHT HEEL.

i almost KILLED MYSELF. in that small confined place, i am TRAPPED with that cold-blooded thing.

my reflex: turned on the shower at full blast on it. and trying to reach for the lock, unlock it and step out of the battleground.

the lizard was struggling against the "tide". lol! can see its head above the water. my god. its close range. some fat thing.

i had the shower on it for like 2 minutes. and its still not dead! still scrambling around. trying to get away. its damn difficult to keep it under the showers.

and finally, it hit on me that its cold-blooded. warm water wont work. i turned the tap to the extreme end. well, my mum got this real good heater. that goes all the way up till burning level when its at its maximum.

oooolala. the lizard. poor lizard. was twisting and turning its body; like its head kissing its tail. then the water's really heated up. there's smoke. the mirror's covered with a layer of mist.

the lizard ended up in a colour of light brown. my maid said its barbequed. lol!

luckily i'm armed with something powerful. like a hot water shower. imagine i am unarmed. just got my hands and legs with me. this is gonna be real bad. lol!

my house is infested with lizards. very disgusting. luckily its a lizard tonight. if its a cockroach. i dont know how man. cockroaches can fly. lol!

-the end-  ¶ 23:59

  my god! OMG.

you need to do PLENTY of things in order to plant your ass inside a polytechnic.

and, my brother said that i need to take INJECTION(S) for the medical checkup. cuz i didnt take them last time. this sucks. i SHOULD HAVE taken them. escaping is not a good thing. you'll have to face it sooner or later. and now, i'm facing it; later. GOSH.

work is quite a scary place. people smile to you. seem good. and you hear things from someone else about them. its such a bitchy place. i'm the white sheep, in the midst of the blacks.

now, all i hope is the second week of april. i would have ended work by then. YAY! lol! no more WORK! woooohooo! :D

i'll be waiting for that day to come. the last day of work.

i sound like i hate work? lol! i dont, seriously. work is fun for me. i got so many people to protect me there. and i learnt how to act dumb, be stupid and think on my feet. i'm just irritated that i cant go out and have fun. but then again, who can i hang out with if i dont have work? lol!

this is such a big irony. i cant wait for school to start. yet i dont feel like saying," hi, i'm andrea. you?" why on earth must there be orientation. why on earth must there be a game called "ice-breaker" in orientation? i sound like an anti-social freak. >.<  ¶ 23:53

  operation. scary! Accompanied grace to extract her wisdom tooth and some potential cancerous fiborous tissues. didnt think it was gonna be that scary. lol! wasnt prepared. blood...... and blood....... and MORE BLOOD..

well, today's the first time i see gracie like that; in pain. and i dont know what to do. she has difficulty taking pills. and painkillers are in the form of pills. and cause the wound's in the mouth, and its bleeding, she's drinking her own blood. recycling. eh grace! not bad ar. not much blood loss actually! other than those that's being sucked up by the gauze. hehheh! just..... KIDDING! smile smile smile.. smile to your phone la. hor.. L!

and wisdom tooth, just reminds me of what mr peh said," i dont have wisdom tooth. why? cuz i'm wise enough. i dont need wisdom tooth!" CLOWN AR YOU! haha! i miss TK!!

i'm spending quite a lot man. my wardrobe's in a mess. so are my accessories. i need to do something about it.

my ear's swollen. i use to think i dont have expensive queen ears. now, i think i change my mind. shat. my ear's being a bitch. nowadays when i wear earrings, it'll start itching like a day or a few days later.

and my stomach's fine. maybe its my period. like what lania says. but i've never encountered it before. hmmm.. my appetite's back. and its humongous. i'm gonna be like vera. SHIT. and the past 2 weeks, week before and during my period, didnt eat much. and i loss weight. HAHA! or maybe the weighing machine's spoilt. but i choose to think i loss weight. =D

still didnt get a chance to meet nic. and really gotta call singpost tomorrow. oh man. this thing is like dragging a day after next. lets not procrastinate anymore.

my brother said this year quite a lot of people cant get enrolled into a school cuz got quite a number of jc transfers. he said we killed many people. actually, cant think this way. maybe its just that more and more people choose not to go jc thats all. biomed; i'm starting to get nightmares about it. heard from friends that its not gonna be easy. and its LIKE JC. woohoo! i escaped and once again entered something along those lines too.

god, please bless me.  ¶ 22:14

  sick.... i think my body's a lil mad.

its either my stomach's filled with air till i've no appetite to eat even when i'm hungry or my torso will just be painful. inside.... INSIDE!! my god.....

i need a x-ray.

now, the organ behind my left boob's painful. what is that organ? my lungs? accompanying grace for some operation on thurs. hmmm..... life is scary..

learnt many life skills recently. everybody is scary. you have to be wary of EVERYBODY. -lesson taught by the 3 other gossipers.

i'm hungry... =(  ¶ 23:57

  biomed that is! i got into tp's biomed. =)

well, apparently everybody i know that transferred from jc to poly got into tp. maybe only tp accepts transfer.

xinyi's going there too. so IF i join the dance there, i'm not alone. somethings stopping me from joining the dance there. i dont know what though.

and somehow, i dread the start of school. i hope i dont get to see that guy. i see those conversations he had with julian; he's really a disgusting bastard. no other vocab can describe him. he's a very very very very VERY bad person now. too into himself thinking that every hot girl on earth wants him. cant believe it. i think every girl is as blind as i was. lol!

and he actually told bear that its funny if andrea goes tp. cuz he cant flirt anymore. as an ex literature student, i infer that he is trying to be "mr. i. am. so. good ; i bloody have no time for hot girls ; they ALL come to me ; i am so freaking busy ; all i do is row my boat ; lift iron.

hope he knows what the hell he is doing. i pity the rest of the girls.

and oh yes. i went for an unintended shopping spree. when you dont intend to shop, you will end up buying everything you see. when you intend to shop, nothing catches your eye.

ok.. kiss the pillows. i'm off. good NIGHT!  ¶ 23:10

  ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 6th of march. the posting date!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh! maybe i should kill myself first. i dont have any assurance that i can enter biomed. you know, the self assurance you always get from yourself? i dont know about you guys but i always have those. even when i know i screw up, but at least deep down somewhere, i know i wont end up half as bad. for my o lvls, i know i screwed big shit after the papers. but when waiting for the results, half of me was confident while the other half was about to jump down from tk's hall.

well, this time round. i feel nothing. this is a bad sign, to me. and god should really open his eyes and bless me till the 6th.

i'm scheduled to work everyday from mondays to saturdays, off on sundays for the whole month of march. i'm not really complaining cuz i got money to earn. just that i'll be this boring aunty walking around. i'm becoming really auntie! lol. i'm not dressing up anymore. firstly, i'm too lazy and i cant be bothered to. and secondly, when i reach the office, i still have to change to the uniform there. so for the past one and a half month, i have been wearing like i'm going to stay over at someone's house or going to some nearby coffee shop. wah lao.... i cannot bring myself to wear long pants or skirt. i had to force myself to wear three quads. this is how bad. lol! my pa ask me how come i wear until so ugly to work. eat shit.

i wanna go shopping. i NEED to go shopping. i need to buy many many things. i dont know what. but i just wanna buy things. lol! sat after 6. who is free? or sunday? i think someone asked me out on sunday. but i forgot who. >.< shat.

i know you nehs wanna go shopping. and i know three of you need to mug and the other one need to polish her piano keys with her fingers. haha! pc: five of you need to mug, the other one left got mountains of projects to complete.

my collegues, slightly older then me. can clique with them. just that.... dont know them long enough. this girl, i have no idea why, she keeps sticking to me. calling me, messaging me. i'm like getting a lil scared of her. she's like my type of shopping person. just that she doest like zara clothes. ok. i think i have hell loads to tell you nehs. and i'm sooo tired typing and you people will end up sick of reading this. hahaha!!

BBBBBYYYYYYYYEEEEEEE!!
kenneth is a bastard. he lied. he lied. and he LIED.   ¶ 23:02